Monday, August 11, 2014

what the fuck?

i feel like singing hey hey johnny and vincent (sigh) and even candle in the wind (sigh) all at once (yeah, a lot of links and who has time to do it all, right?... there's always hope someone does, ya know) as i wish i knew him (sigh) before he was gone...

nothing makes sense when someone with a mind that ran amuck on so many levels could give up on life without making some profound point everything and anyone could understand, at least a little... perhaps those closest are hiding his message ((sigh) for some reason they believe more important than the message itself... or perhaps his brilliant mind simply gave out on him... anything can happen, i thought he knew, could he have forgotten?... i hope i never do... anything can happen, so why go away and miss what might happen... when tomorrow is today... tomorrow, tomorrow, always becomes today... and never ever ever ever give up on today... through every illusion, i hope and wish i will always remember giving up is just not my way...

being alone is not the final end, it is, as is every ending, just another beginning...

i know that the risk of sharing the illusion that we are not alone is the other person stops sharing it... so why share it?... because it is amazing when it happens... the most beautiful illusion we can share... and when it stops, it may be the saddest moment we create for ourselves... to experience the illusion fully, we must forget it is an illusion... but in forgetting, we forget that loneliness is the result of forgetting and our reaction could be catastrophic hopelessness and even giving up...

and so, apparently, he did... and those closest let him...

it will take some time... some music... some tears... some time... to get back to the laughter, maybe not years, but some time... for reality, what a concept was funny... but suicide, what a concept... is not... the saddest thing is that he may have said it himself as he (irony) made this illusion within an illusion all too real...



and all that's left to wonder now is what dreams may come?...
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