shall we lament our loneliness?

it is an oxymoron of a question unless you look past the semantic surface to realize that we all live together alone (or alone together) in our separate shells wondering if anyone has truly learning how to merge consciousnesses which is the closest we can get to not being alone (are two consciousnesses sharing the same energy cloud still alone?)... can philosophical intellectualization bring us together?... defense mecha-what?...

so along about 2:20 or 30 i drink the last of the liter of mountain dew and wonder whether it is loneliness or happiness that has me listening to some show about life after people after playing yer another game of chess and writing some more babbling about this or that or whatever and connecting more dots with links that are left to tempt you to dig deeper and follow the winding paths i carefully casually randomly place through these online written garden (after many years of filling many thousands of pages)...

are we hearing whippoorwills again?... sighing and all?... ah, but what else is there to do in the wee hours as these when we are alone... sleep, of course, that's the wise move... wise can be quite boring... and lonely... and undermining, even... but luckily, sometimes, wisdom gives in to hunger, desire, longing, and that, while aching, still inspires a smile because it is a sign of life, proof of life, and it is still fun to feel alive :)

yay, aye? :)