there is child porn all over the web

way back in the 90s (yes, old timer time) when the web was young and the usenet was full of newsgroups for all sorts of tastes, there was a scary amount of child porn on the web that was way too easy to find when wandering the newsgroups for not-child porn... loneliness and horniness leads to internet searching for companionship even if it is fantasy... and all these years later for the first time in however long a long time feels like i entered the the two words innocent and nude in the search box and seriously illegal pictures and videos showed up too quickly as if there is no other meaning to the word innocent other than child and there is no other meaning to the word nude other than sex... sick culture we live in when wanting to find others who can be comfortable enough with their bodies to be nude, innocently, leads to old men fucking children, or at least little girls portraying children... but some of them were children, like actual eight year olds and loads of barely pubescent girls... and it reminded me that cops around here pose as 13 year olds in adult chat rooms on craigs list luring sad lonely legal age boys into jail... does a real pedophile actually go to an adult chat room for kicks?... where are the cops priorities?...

yeah, so my disgust with the human race is multifold tonight... and all i wanted to do was find someone who understood innocence is being naked emotionally and not porn...

and how was your night?...