Tuesday, August 19, 2014

i don't want to be here anymore



what?... yeah, whatever... you don't need to know or understand, nobody does... it is a matter of perspective... maybe i mean here... i've been lazy, physically, since then... lazy in the head too, which is sad, depressing even... before too, which got me into that moment, but much more since then... eating too much pasta and rich sauces and breads (starch! starch! starch! on the march! march! march!) and not enough salads and greens... taking my vitamins every day... and my red yeast rice which is blood pressure medication... so i don't exactly want to die... but i am not working on the living much either... letting the aging happen like i have at other lazy times in this life... depressed, yeah, but mostly just burning myself out giving time and energy to others on most every level...

maybe i should go elsewhere?...

narf :)

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