yeah, so anyway (for the umpteenth time, i suppose)

the title, the feeling, the sigh... yeah, so anyway, this one time, at band camp... fill in the rest from your own fantasies... meanwhile, in the realish world, i decided to splurge on chinese food tonight... not feeling like going out, i ordered in, almost... i picked up $75 worth of chinese food... three entrees (butterfly shrimp and bacon, shrimp in lobster sauce, jumbo shrimp and black mushrooms {though they made it with regular mushrooms cuz they were out of black mushrooms and then they didn't put it in the box and i don't think they charged me for it either, but it was good the last time i ordered it} and a lot of appetizers (crab rangoon, shrimp toast, shrimp rolls, vegetable rolls, and they throw in two quarts of soup for free) and a large order of spare ribs and it should last the weekend... all mine until jackson comes along and wants some...

waking early tomorrow to go into work for four hours to help bail out another part of the organization with a lot of my managers and their families (motivating people to volunteer hours on a saturday morning, nice trick)... jackson said she was going to go but she's not home yet so i don't know if she will be back and i can't wait for her in the morning... worse yet, the kids will wake me as they've been begging for attention since i got home... happiness needs a lot more walks... responsibilities... right, so i pay the bills, take care of her kids, been here before, aye?... yeah, so anyway... whatever...

the food was yummy, the mountain dews were too... should have ate and drank before the softball game i was asked to fill in for earlier cuz i was very tired then and less tired now, but napping much of the afternoon felt good too and i really would have been burnt out at the game without the nap... work woke me six times while i was trying to nap... it's a full time 24/7 job these days... like happiness... got to make the most of my me time... selfishness is necessary to maintain balance...

narf...