entries come and entries go, but names still hurt

sometimes i just write to keep myself company... random words and thoughts and whatever just pop out of my head, sentences form for no apparent reason but there is a reason (there is!) and that is simply to keep myself company... to occupy my mind... to imitate rem sleep... or an rem song, for that matter... you can't lose what you never had... human beings are highly evolved pattern recognition machines... didn't you know?... of course on a more pessimistic note, people will always do the stupid selfish thing... at least tht is all i've experienced so far, personally... and in many other ways too, most, in fact... sugar and caffeine is the cultural drug, get with it and join the party or you will never fit in... they will judge you poorly as the outsider, except in movies where the solitary rebel is a hero... not so much in real life... conformity is the way to succeed... no wonder i choose to fail, at least by the standards of the normal human culture in this western world... perspective is everything, get some...

what good is enlightenment when the world chooses to be blind...

narf...