why i am alone

so instead of stopping for taco bell (which i didn't really want) or something else equally high in calories on the way home (i might have had the line not been so long) and chowing down and laying down and being asleep by now after an 18 hour (and i am out of the house at 6am tomorrow), i wandered the kitchen and cupboards for minute after minute until thirty or more wandered by as i found nothing quick and easy and realized i have nothing quick and easy to eat in the house and so i had a can of soup cold from the can then had something else and then an ice cream bar and then a yogurt and then some cream cheese and jelly and i realized i do not like squeezable jelly containers cuz they remind me too much of watching happiness try to poop a really sticky poop and then i drank some chocolate milk made with hot chocolate mix cuz there is not other chocolate in the house and i realized that hot chocolate mixes do not mix well in cold milk and then i thought dozens of other abstract things related and unrelated and then i wondered where the extra and came from and ...

maybe this is why i am alone...

narf lol lam sigh :)