organized, not

so i am responsible for not helping and the excuse of being ignored and underutilized and blamed for others mistakes - and flat out disrespected - is bullshit because i can still help out more and ignore my hurt feelings and the disrespect because they are children and humans and are simply conditioned to whatever... after the game we started setting up for the concession stand cuz it was our week to handle that... each week a different team gets to do it and make some money for their team to pay for equipment, fields, and trips to tournaments... the first games are 9am, but we didn't start cooking until after 11am, maybe closer to noon... nobody took responsibility for getting a grill or setting up the tent... so for over an hour i and another guy held the tent down because the wind was blowing it over... finally somebody found a crappy piece of twine and i tied the tent to the fence and it was secure... about then one guy rented a truck and picked up a grill (meanwhile potential customers were turned away for almost three hours)... that guy and i cooked for the next two and a half hours and a few other guys helped make sales and sold almost everything they bought to cook and we earned about $300... so much more could have come from it and i don't know why only five guys did all the work, but i stayed three hours longer than planned to get it done...

happiness was ok when i got home (he's been sick and the reason i was supposed to leave about noon)... after taking care of him, i checked the team facebook page because they told me they were posting stats and recaps and... well... nevermind...

life goes on, within and without me...

narf :}