losing and less eating

maybe... alas, after striking out two people in the first inning the other team racked up 17 runs on some good hitting, some errors, and some really lucky field conditions that stopped ground balls in their tracks... we came back with 13 runs but the team i was substituting for tonight was not hitting well and while i went 4 for 4 with a double, four rbi and three runs scored, it was all for a losing cause... can't win them all, and all that... tired, i ate cold pizza and chocolate milk and ought to go to sleep (i haven't seen bed in months, alas), but the women's college basketball tournament has a little of my attention so i may be up a while... and now that i am here, i may even let my mind wander where it will go cuz i've been feeling like i'm fixing to fix that hole again for a few days now, or longer, even... a wise man once said, "The universe rolls on it's own; why get out and push?" and in an unrelated quote when someone asked what is wrong, i once said, it is not so much what we do that is wrong, but what we do not do that allows something to go wrong...

so much for filling in for my friend's monday night team... tomorrow night i am filling in for another friend's tuesday night team... hopefully i shall hit even better and pitch even better and the team will play even better (especially on defence) and we shall get back to our winning and eating ways... it was good to eat less tonight... now if i only sleep more tonight, life might return to some semblance of healthy balance... unlike that character in the next entry with blisters on his fingers (while his guitar gently weeped... or wept, in fact... get it?)...

narf :)