yesterday revisited

i mean this, which is that now, but was this yesterday, or even now... last night, perhaps?... when?... where is the reason or rhyme... where is the question?... what is the question... what?... yes... and who's on first...

oh but seriously (as opposed to head seriously, perhaps?), i thank you for your caring, your comments, your communications, you reminded me i am not alone... and you understand that some nights just feel more alone that others... and expressing it as i did (again and again, apparently), and while i feel kinda sorta big time alone right now, it's not as much cuz i am soon to be much rewarded today with food and a new car (we'll get to that) and excitement for me and for jackson and jackson will give me almost the whole day (cuz i will be spending a lot more money on her today) as we will start very early by taking her to her doctor's appointment and then we will to get my lab work done and hopefully the results i get monday will make my fast worth it and finally i will be able to eat so we will go to first watch and ate some standard us yummies (i will have eggs and a mushroom melt and hash browns and english muffin and orange juice and jackson will have an omelette and similar stuff though without the mushrooms) and then we will go to the dvm to get jackson's driver's license reinstated (ticket not paid, procrastination not good) and then we will go to a toyota dealer to get jackson's car serviced and then, finally, i will take car shopping seriously and then, hours later, i will sign dozens of times and own a new 2014 toyota corolla s plus with the full driver's convenience package (lots of toys) and the only thing missing was the heated seats, but this is florida, remember?... they don't sell air conditioned seats for the corolla, nyuk nyuk...

yeah, all that will happen today (i am prognosticating, aye?... no, actually, i am catching up in the future tense, but shhhhh, you can believe i a psychic) so between then and now and later there may be entries written after this one cuz the excitement is exploding and it is dark and chilly and rainy and wet outside and it is not the time i want to drive my brand new car (did i mention it had 9 miles on it when i first sat in it?) so i am home bubbling over with so very much joyous giggles and bouncing and fun stuff spinning through my head...