Friday, February 14, 2014

the suckage of renting

yeah, so i am still awake doing laundry and packing up stuff in my room and hiding stuff and making sure there is no reasonable reason for the workers that are invading my bedroom tomorrow to touch anything because the path to and the area around the window they are supposed to remove is clear for five or more feet in all directions... yeah, it's like moving out, but i will not have sweaty dirty strangers moving my clothes or anything else around in my bedroom... i get home tonight and see a letter in the door telling us they are coming in the apartment tomorrow to remove my bedroom window for a few hours... will i ever be comfortable in that bedroom again?... probably not... this is florida... you don't leave an old apartment exposed to the elements for hours... i expect bugs and moisture to move in and never leave... i already see water damage to the walls and carpet from holes they punched in the walls from the work they are doing on the outside... i found a three inch rusty nail on my bedroom floor...

so why am i not sleeping?... burning deep inside... and hungry... ate very little today again... lots of carrots... vitamins and red yeast rice capsules (for the blood pressure... no, i have not taken the drugs they gave me... next week i should see about making appointments for the other specialists though... gonna be lighter, that's for sure... hopefully i will also be alive...

went with jackson to her therapist tonight... they say it went well... i thought it went well... the car made it up to 24.3 mpg... still sucks for the model... lemon?... we shall hope for a better second tank mpg... not taking the car to tampa... learned it is not good for the car in the first 1000k... more about all of this next week when i get back...

believe...

narf :)

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