truth, the final frontier

truth is, i may have forgotten what truth is, if i ever knew... the bottom lines seems like a faraway place from a long time ago most of the time these days... a place called faraway...

work changes continue as the nurse managers are getting word that they report incidents and concerns to me and get used to seeking my guidance... there are two and one has little problem adjusting and the other, who is known to resist change and be passive aggressive, though in her defense, she has been treated unfairly by administrators and seems to lump me in with them at the moment, seems reluctant to comply with the new structure, but she will... there was a time, just last fall and winter, she'd come into my office, close the door, and have a good cry... and when others started to, she stopped... and i've not approached her for space works wonders sometimes...

after work, there was another game night and i am just getting home from the fun... bloated from snacks, blissfully exhausted from too little sleep and much smiling and laughing, and enjoying the afterglow of playing with others who enjoy playing... it was good to hear many of them missed me last week when i had a conflicting event (the downtown history center game night was the same night as the kiss me kate meetup i organized)... and if i lament a bit about the sleeping arrangements, it does not diminish the feeling of splendor and giddiness and belonging to a group of fun kids...

and now, with sleep so easily found, i shall slide over to read the words posted today on twixt where i am being called out and stroked virtually simultaneously, which reflects upon the power of words and the potential wonders that can be found in sharing them...

and then i started reading and nodded off to la la land :)