softball, dinner, and self-care

today, being a saturday, relaxed and wandered the web responding to comments until it was time for softball practice... and upon returning from practice, i was so spent (we'll get to that later for redundancy is a good way to learn, or so the theories say), i actually had cramps in my side from laughing and joyful laugh upon reading the twixt blog (living revelations vicariously... and the kinda sorta adoration and real respect doesn't hurt either, merci beaucoup plus :)

finally realizing that everything takes forever... yay :)

in other news, it appears the babbler is returning, though time limits access to the endless stream of random thoughts (and there is still the uncertainty of where he calls home, but it is still wonderful {for me, at least} to have the flow of words again, even if it's meaningless drivel to everyone outside of my head)... and then, back here in the real, once again i feel a bloated abdomen... raspy and precious came over and we went to dinner at bubbalou's (barbeque) cuz raspy got a $20 discount from the big pig (owner of the bbq place) cuz raspy provides seafood for the bbq place,,, meanwhile, i probably could have benefited from no meal tonight as it was almost ten when we finished eating and i should be asleep now so i can do my best at the softball double header i am pitching tomorrow in the blistering hot sun that dehydrated me today cuz i forgot to bring water with me again...

whatdya mean i'm not taking care of myself?... who do you think is?

ummmmm, rhetorical and rather sarcastic questions aimed at me, no doubt... so speaking of softball, a two and a half hour practice in the heat without fliuds was a source of great exhaustion (and it was such a good feeling in spite of it being a physically almost numb feeling)... i shall bring my cooler with ice and cold drinks for myself for the double headers tomorrow... i actually woke late today and rushed out to practice, so dummy forgot water...

and on that note, i end this somewhat self-distruction, but still fun day with a hug and a wave and a hope your day was fun too :)

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PS... a couple of hours later (yes, still awake)... I just bought six tickets to the film of the broadway cast doing RENT... yeah i'm excited (and obviously hopeful that i'll find people who want to go... ah, the way i set myself up on the roller coaster ride of life is sometimes scary... and too often expensive... but almost always fun :)