cuz i want someone to know

the real life daily life mundane details of thereal as i know it today, alone and sometimes stirring my crazy and sometimes escaping into light social play and sometimes mourning my losses and sometimes euphoric in my imagination and sometimes burning myself at a stake for my mistakes and sometimes eating my way into bloat just to feel the sensual rush in this body and sometimes pushing the run for hours just to feel the aging sensual rush in this body and sometimes wishing on stars and sometimes driving fast cars and sometimes dreaming i could somehow start all over again and sometimes loving the moment... alone, because nobody seems to be able to reach me, get me, or maybe it's just cuz nobody wants to share the time, but then, occasionally, someone says they want to, so maybe i'm just somewhere nobody can find... and i don't always want to be alone, even though i love everything in most moments whether i am alone or not, so i come here to share the moments of the day in catch-up form... cuz i want someone to know...