and early bird

i am here for a moment while food is heating up (yes, heating up, i have yet to unpack and consider cooking in this space... stubborn, i am) and expect to be babbling between the lines (hopefully some creativity worth reading will pop out from there - and then, fame and fortune and karma and the come around part of what goes around, ya know?) after i eat (and reading while i eat), so i just wanted to check in here with you (cuz hopefully you are still reading) and let you know that all is well in my head (still as crazy as ever) and the balance between life and death seems to be as secure as it's always been for me (and best of all, fear is still a friendly dude i can talk circles around), so happiness is alive and well in my little imaginary world (and it's pretty peaceful and content in the real as well, in spite of the universe-filled loneliness that surrounds everything (hey, it is universe sized, ok?) that always has me hungry for more sharing even as i am tickled pink (or is that green?... kind of a blue green, maybe) to just be me enjoying myself by myself in the moment...

i am trying to become an early bird, so i might get to sleep earlier than usual tonight cuz i am determined to get back to the gym regularly any day now... like i did in 2004 (has it been that long, not really asking), going it alone if that's how it must be... still open to the sharing that could happen at any moment (sounds exciting, aye?)...

take care of you, i'll be back soon (hopefully tomorrow :)