ah, whatever

stating the obvious is usually amusing to me, but sometimes i get an instant sigh of oh well, human... so goes the sigh as i look at the cd cover and listen to the first song on this cd (danan healy - you need more love)... the good news is the music continues to play almost immediately as i walk in the door... and so i am exploring a stack of cds i bought from cd baby (who loves me, they said so) for somewhere around $5 each, which is better than any lottery ticket for me... i used to buy hundreds at a time from the bargain bins and promo bins in record stores and sometimes, the winner was in the most unlikely batch... i found heart that way, for one... music is so much a part of my memories, it's no wonder life feels incomplete without music... and why life seems to make so much more sense with music and so much more magically real when someone is sharing music... the communication, the creativity, the energy, the sensuality...

and the sacrifice...

but we don't have to go there just now... what i did for love is a great show song, but it gets old after a few real time performances... just ask anyone who has not compromised, whether fools or wise, you know them because instead of a disguise, they just learn to hide their eyes... even when they seem to be looking right at you... ooooo, eerie sounds... but alas, i stopped my leg...

i usually amuse myself so much more than anyone else because i get almost all i pour into words and i doubt anyone sees all the silly smiley faces and goofy looks that are threaded through most every thought, especially the serious or sad thoughts, but then, i am the only one in my head, after all... and there's isn't even room enough for all of me in here most of the time... so i stopped home and they fixed the washer knobs and caulked around the dryer hose but not under the kitchen cabinets and there's still the visible gap around the front door and they put in one bulb, but not the other that was out... i still need a step ladder in this place to reach the bulbs... nine foot ceilings are nice until the bulb goes out...

and now i am off to play softball, two games in a row if i can get to the second game... charlie hustle, or something like that...

laters...