some time later

just as there are instances of instant unexplainable disappointment in some things, like a cd, for instance, so there is an instance of instant pleasant surprise, even affinity, again, with little or no explanation other than the sounds... this is especially true when listening to a cd for the first time with the volume turned down low because it's late and you don't want to disturb the neighbors or whomever might be within hearing distance and you're using a creative bass-enhanced sound system that presents booming bass and therefore must be lowered so that the actual voice range is so low it is hardly discernible as words for most of the song, especially a softer voice, and so it goes...

it's probably because i like discordant oddities in sound and fury and waves and calm and all sorts of idiocincrasys or something like that... you've hear of the adminsys and the sysop and the all sorts of syses if you recall the olden days of bulletin boards, well, i was the idiocincrasys... never really did fit in too well, but the power level was amazing... anyway, instead of going to sleep like a sensible person, i ate more... not that i ate a lot today, just a snack bar (speciak k, i believe) and ac chipotle wrap with some sour cream (fat free, no less) and a bit of dressing and then, just now, a small pastrami sandwich on potato-onion bread with a slice of gouda cheese and cashews... yes, just another run of the mill midnight snack...

i miss the internet, but not enough to disconnect the laptop and wander the several hundred yards to the poolside to connect... maybe tomorrow, when i don't have to wake the next day... i must do laundry this weekend... also, i will be fumigating the place before i leave for miami on monday... i also must check for where the mailbox is here (and my key) so i can see if the att anywhere wireless card arrived so i can see how it works and whether it will be my permanent internet connection from this day forth until death (or crappy service) do us part...

you should listen to this (jefferson cundiff - drifting), it feels like it comes straight from the land of the mostly dead, kick in the head what? stuff, at least at initial listen without hearing most of the words and being kind of sleepy...

nite nite :)