that is where i am heading... just waking, yes, just waking... talk about catching up on sleep... sheeesh... hope my heart is ok... i recall a dream of manic panic over losing track of time and not going to work at 11am when i was supposed to (in the dream) and skipping the whole day on monday... odd dream... self-destructive fears rising perhaps, or testing, what would happen if i did the worst, no call no show... but why even wonder when that is not my intention... something in the psyche wanting unconditional love and trust and forgiveness, no doubt... and no doubt that is not work life even in my new wonderful environment... so anyway, it was an interesting extra seven hours of sleep, aye?...
yeah, actually, eight... i fell asleep shortly after the last entry which would have given me four hours sleep if it was a regular work dy but as a day off i slept an additional eight hours and now, blurry but happy, the body is a bit woozy and slight chest pain for the first few moments of sitting up (the same i have experienced since i was a teenager and i think it's cuz i wake too fast and the brain sends adrenaline or something too suddenly to the heart cuz the brain am just way too excited to head out into the external world... wonder how the heart will continue handling that as it ages...
yeah, stress test is wise next time i get health insurance again... the last one was four or five years ago and the cardiologist walked out irritated with the results saying i am wasting his time (cuz i pushed the heart rate past 170 without any problems)... still, the routine testing every four or five years or so is medically wise... time for another colonoscopy too... after i get health insurance again... isn't this a fun entry?... waking up serious, perhaps...
where's that shower, anyway? :)
Friday, October 5, 2012
where's the shower?
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- ch-ch-ch-ch-co-late is change
- surely, i am not surely
- mundane details
- routine work
- ok then, everywhere you go
- not thinking ahead
- snooze buttons
- wide awake at, you know
- new resumes, new hopes
- woke thinking
- blurry evenings
- and as usual
- repeat yesterday
- pushing the body again
- visit dinner football
- could have been more
- home by five
- by mid-afternoon
- reading scribbles
- early enough
- scary, huh?
- i miss you
- change of plans
- fun and games
- evening tv games
- baseball and football
- happiness awaits
- typical game, good weather
- wake up sleepy head
- ya miss me?
- timing, perhaps
- not just another saturday night
- later that night
- somewhere, somewhere
- dorky day
- a bit off-white today
- number stuff
- went back to bed
- beds are good
- but it is saturday morning dammit
- attention, of course
- skipping stories
- does volume matter
- egocentric style
- silly dog
- dog food compromise
- are you getting excited yet?
- whatchu say elvis?
- weather i'm right
- not just song references
- mind control
- fixing a hole
- sinceriously
- loving life
- a couple of hours
- yummy, nappy, sticky
- decided to spend money
- surprise is no surprise
- yup, just the way it is so far
- morning productivity
- late morning
- scattered remnants
- what we have here, is an insatiable brain
- waking from a nap
- dinner and happiness
- the busy day runs by
- getting it done
- expanding my role
- early day
- silly mad
- oh sure
- and there we are
- google provides fake stats
- refocused
- chart audits
- shopping for lunch
- orientation
- and morning
- fast asleep
- asking a lot
- routine morning
- slept
- thank you for referring visitors
- did i leave out dinner?
- and then there's windows 8
- an hour or more
- home for football
- prophetic, perhaps
- mixed-up day
- rough day
- waking irritated
- i was sort of asleep
- not working well
- happy birthday pj
- for the caring among you
- diphenhydramine, even
- nap a bit
- the weirdest thing
- catching up and so on
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If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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