Monday, August 6, 2012

not very talkative

it happens when i feel like nobody cares, but i know jackson cares and we are best friends (she actually told me tonight, which is so much more emotion than she usually shares... she sent it in a text cuz she's so dang shy... me too, though you'd never know unless you were here in physical space i suppose)... going out to watch softball practice was not good for the morale and healing process emotionally... maybe the foot is just not ready to play with demanding strangers... ego or insecurity or whatever... or maybe it was simply wisdom not to push the injury without the right equipment (i just had loose shoes on trying to walk without any support for the first time cuz i was just gonna watch the game, so actually practicing on a uneven field would not have been wise, especially since i ran (wrapped with a full brace and mid-top cleats) for the first time yesterday and the muscles and ligaments were still recovering - seriously, like nobody cared?... nope, just said i was making excuses... so stop expecting anyone to care and being surprised at other people's insensitivity... and whine elsewhere, ok)...

jackson's friend left after they went to dinner (jackson brought me back panera bread soup and sandwich and my favorite cupcake from a place that won cupcake wars on the food network cuz she is my best friend, see?) and then we watched olympics while she caught up on work and i ate and then she went to bed and i turned off the tv and read some internet news and came here to catch up and here we are...

how about you? :)

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musical distractions

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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