life is funner with friends

i know i stay home more than is healthy for me sometimes, especially when i am in a zero budget mode which is where i am right now... there is not desperate or immediate need for the almost complete curtailing of non-survival spending, but i suppose part of me just needed to (or still needs) to prove i can do it on the spur of the moment like i used to... now if only that pert of me would set the dietary limits and exercise discipline that i also used to do on the spur of the moment that the body really would benefit from right now... ah, always want perfect, don't i?... and always ready to mock myself for it too, cha cha cha... so what else is new?...

fun night with friends playing cards at the party... way too much decadent food... meatballs, meats and cheeses, i think i may have been the only one to bring a veggie tray (and i didn't eat any and there was some left at the end of the party, one veggie tray for 40+ people and it wasn't even half gone... we are a decadent dietary lot... good to see the people i had not seen in many months (and of course the shorter hair was fussed over, probably more than i noticed cuz i was into playing spades and i get lost with the people playing that game) and good to see the few i had seen more recently (who reminded me how fast my hair grows)...

and home to a happy caring note from jackson, good to see... and if the one is not available and you've gotta live with someone, it is great to live with a best friend, ya know?... well, i hope you know cuz if you don't, you're missing one of the best experiences in this life... so that's the weekend so far, hope you are making the most of yours and feeling loved - if nothing else, you've got me :)