nodded into bed

wise move or not, i wobbled into bed shortly after the last entry and fell asleep, only to wake a little bit ago to have thoughts of softball (anticipating practice in six hours) and the foot and health issues (like how much has my heart and other muscles deteriorated during this four month layoff and how hard should i push today and should i really start running again and preparing for a 5k and is this body getting too old for that or is the up-down exercise i do damaging my heart or other organs and... yeah, it was time to do a brain dump for peace rather than lay there and ruminate instead of sleep... and yeah, jackson's tires were in there too... the bottom line may be why can't she just trust me?... is it cuz i'm unemployed?... is it cuz i'm male?... is it cuz i'm irreverent?...

yeah, and as if the internet knew i was awake, i get a facebook message that a friend commented on one of the photos i uploaded... you ought to check out what i upload to my facebook wall if you want to know more about the abstract gibbleygoop that passes through my each each day, most days, at least... i deserve lots more attention there, here, and everywhere, ya know?...

hope you are sleeping well or enjoying yourself if your time to be awake is now :)