Friday, July 6, 2012

ridiculous again

more than a thousand channels on tv and i find nothing of interest so reruns of family guy play in the background and the plan to lose myself in audio-visual escapism fails tonight which sucks because it started pouring outside so the plan for a long walk with happiness was cancelled and staying up later to hope the rain stops spoils the plan to let myself fall asleep which almost happened a minute ago but was thwarted because i took happiness out for a brief pee-quick-in-the-rain walk and drying him and myself and the rain woke me so i turned back to tv and back to nothing on so this is ridiculous again...

obviously i am a lot less lonely when i have the money to buy social life, even though that is settling for the surface sharing fun, the deeper loneliness does not rise to the surface cuz i am too busy working and buying social life... which leads to the increase in loneliness i am experiencing and mentioning here, there, and everywhere kind of a lot lately...

maybe a nap...

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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