might as well be, for as much as i enjoy the job i do, the dysfunction and disorganization is probably more prevalent at my job than at the average car wash (and i don't mean the automated kind)... might as well be working for one of the the stupidest intelligence networks ever created by humans, the nsa-cia-fbi conglomerate of ridiculous macho rules of disengagement, misgidance, and lack of communication... the trouble with being paranoid is you don't trust anyone, so how can the paranoid be trusted to protect anyone?...
what?...
oh yeah, so work was more ridiculous than usual today... the ahca and samh people came, four of them, and dug through our charts for five hours and when they were done, gave us a gold star... all is well on the outside... internally, however, the dysfunction intensifies as the ceo seems on high alert paranoid or irritated or maybe even vindictive... i mean, he's been tying my hands and not keeping his word for some time now, adding to my workload passively and acting as though i am expected to do it all... but since i got back from tennessee, he's been more directly challenging in emails and i am not sure just what is bugging him, but i hope to find out tomorrow as i asked for some time to talk...
home feels a little less lonely with the tv on, but i don't see much reason to watch it... especially not when the few shows i found interesting are not on channels i can receive... so dinner and wander the web and what?... no gym again?... whatever is bringing on this bout of laziness?... maybe i should ask myself to talk to myself one of these days, aye? :)
hope you are having fun too :)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
working at the carwash
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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