yeah, ok, so i have this stubborn streak a billion light years wide that has kept me from dying, from giving up, from caving into depression, from abusing myself being a certain limit, and so on... like right now, it has me still awake and writing, babbling, that is... and the entries will find their way into RealTime and behind the candoor eventually... and posterity (and maybe someone who cares) will read... i long ago gave up expecting responses and have come mostly to expect to be ignored since arriving to the web more than ten years ago, but i am patient (and laughing)...
i think i'll let myself nod off now for a few hours... nite nite :)
Friday, February 27, 2009
still ticking
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- another saturday night
- wow, writing
- waking to the day
- crawling from chair to bed
- home early
- time for me (not)
- still ticking
- hard core dude
- moments with who
- don't let it get you down again
- so what happened?
- maybe i should feel used
- what?... oh...
- well i woulda
- wakey wake
- home again (diggidy?)
- spin around
- maybe it's just to prove i am alive
- brains cells frying
- almost feeling the burn
- softball sunday 2-22
- because every moment holds meaning
- the precarious balance
- happy birthday sandy
- afternoon crawl
- g'morning sunshine
- 4am pizza
- life is a song
- morning rush
- actually sleeping
- just enjoy the show
- more sleep please
- work, play... that's life
- good morning i love you
- mon-daze
- monday blurs
- the 400
- night calls again
- softball sunday
- another night, sorta
- early night
- gotta run (as in walk fast)
- yeah, still awake
- to rest or not to
- pausing for contact
- the real?
- work and play
- why am i alone?
- waking thoughts
- there's often a crash
- feeling lighter
- actually, what happened was...
- emergencies follow me
- staying positive
- and i'll keep dreaming
- in the pause
- clearing the blur
- sprint to sleep
- sprinting around the bases
- the thing about sleep is...
- mr. popular
- staying home
- waking sleepy
- cruising the darkness
- strange life times
- hardly any sleep
- every day again
- in the alloted time
- night continues
- once again, should be sleeping
- one a day
- another few moments
- working at the carwash
- give and take
- long day no sleep
- we could blame tv
- and suddenly, tv
- and some things never change
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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