pausing for contact

or really for the hope of contact... being here for the minute or two it takes to type these words to say hello to let you know i am still here and i still care and want to share and live the dream of falling in love and being together forever and ever in love that never fails just like in fairy tales... or something like that...

friends, roaming ones, all the rest, lend me a moment of contact to prove we are here, alive, and still caring after all these years... crazy?... perhaps, but then, i'd be no other way... shutting down and ignoring the desire to share leads to all sorts of sicknesses that i do not want for myself or for you... so here is the offer, the chance to share, the opportunity to feel the hunger and know you are not alone...

the past week remains as i scratched the surface of the self-imposed isolation and the reason i return day after day, time after time... if you want to feel (as harry sang), you will... if you want to know, you will... and if you want to share, you will... it is your choice, to care or not to care, and so on... to live or to die... i hope you decide to live :)