Friday, February 13, 2009

pausing for contact

or really for the hope of contact... being here for the minute or two it takes to type these words to say hello to let you know i am still here and i still care and want to share and live the dream of falling in love and being together forever and ever in love that never fails just like in fairy tales... or something like that...

friends, roaming ones, all the rest, lend me a moment of contact to prove we are here, alive, and still caring after all these years... crazy?... perhaps, but then, i'd be no other way... shutting down and ignoring the desire to share leads to all sorts of sicknesses that i do not want for myself or for you... so here is the offer, the chance to share, the opportunity to feel the hunger and know you are not alone...

the past week remains as i scratched the surface of the self-imposed isolation and the reason i return day after day, time after time... if you want to feel (as harry sang), you will... if you want to know, you will... and if you want to share, you will... it is your choice, to care or not to care, and so on... to live or to die... i hope you decide to live :)

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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