and if you are interested and do not let me know, what's the point of being interested... if you are afraid we might die tomorrow, why wait to jump into serious sharing?... and if you care and don't ask to know me, do you really care?... and if our conversations never happen, what was the point of smiling in the first place... and if it is my projection of awareness of carelessness with life that keeps the living aware away, then so be it... one who cares enough will find a way to me... so no one is interested today...
oh, you know what i mean, whatever it is...
still, i wander out somewhere most every night, almost, even though i am not planning as much on my calendar as i did for a while last year... but no one initiates the step closer... age, belly, whatever - the brakes come on fast are a few personal details are shared, usually age... everybody's so afraid of dying, no one seems to have the guts to live...
worked until past seven thirty today (after going in before seven on the am side of the dial) even though there was a game night starting at seven (on the pm side of the time keeping mechanism) and so substantial work got done and the evening was fun as well and after the regular game night, four of us drove over to a late night afyer-game game night and more fun was had, even as everyone was falling asleep...
where are the nocturnal people, anyway?...
out at home or something, having fun and so on... most probably oblivious to my existence as i am relatively unaware of theirs, except in my dreams, so keep the faith and hope alive and bring your best to every moment for you never know when someone might come along who might be interested enough to let youn know... and oh the places we may go then...
make it fun :)
Saturday, February 7, 2009
strange life times
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- another saturday night
- wow, writing
- waking to the day
- crawling from chair to bed
- home early
- time for me (not)
- still ticking
- hard core dude
- moments with who
- don't let it get you down again
- so what happened?
- maybe i should feel used
- what?... oh...
- well i woulda
- wakey wake
- home again (diggidy?)
- spin around
- maybe it's just to prove i am alive
- brains cells frying
- almost feeling the burn
- softball sunday 2-22
- because every moment holds meaning
- the precarious balance
- happy birthday sandy
- afternoon crawl
- g'morning sunshine
- 4am pizza
- life is a song
- morning rush
- actually sleeping
- just enjoy the show
- more sleep please
- work, play... that's life
- good morning i love you
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- the 400
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- another night, sorta
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- gotta run (as in walk fast)
- yeah, still awake
- to rest or not to
- pausing for contact
- the real?
- work and play
- why am i alone?
- waking thoughts
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- feeling lighter
- actually, what happened was...
- emergencies follow me
- staying positive
- and i'll keep dreaming
- in the pause
- clearing the blur
- sprint to sleep
- sprinting around the bases
- the thing about sleep is...
- mr. popular
- staying home
- waking sleepy
- cruising the darkness
- strange life times
- hardly any sleep
- every day again
- in the alloted time
- night continues
- once again, should be sleeping
- one a day
- another few moments
- working at the carwash
- give and take
- long day no sleep
- we could blame tv
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- and some things never change
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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