day after day...

ah yes, one of the classics from the soundtrack of this life as i've known it, loosely called mine... and what was today all about, the fool asks himself (and happily answers, of course :)

well, today was much like most others days in the first week of the month, much number crunching and brain drama at work and then i ran away (well, i left a few minutes early)... searching through boxes for the checkbook cuz i almost never use checks but it's time to pay the rent and they only take checks, i finally found it and paid rent... while down there, i hopped on to the elliptical machine (just happened to be dressed for it) and pushed a half hour further... definitely out of shape again... the conditioning sure doesn't last as long as it used to... maybe this time i'll die, errr, i mean maintain and sustain and get back into shape and stay there... yeah, that's the ticket...

and the evening was spent rambling on in responses to words from up north... seems like fifteen years ago... maybe too much like fifteen years ago... and maybe i am spending too much time online for my own good as this online life is for people who want to stay alone or people already in relationships who have the time to spend online... still, resolving unfinished business and creating closure is a good thing... another roller coaster ride is fun... just wish there was someone sharing it on my end...

there is a tremendous shortage of eye contact in the world :)