almost asleep

and then i woke and babbled (just in case you thought i forgot how) and not to say it was any sort of epic babbling, but it was rather dichotomous and random and egmonanimous, which says whatever it says... meanwhile, in thereal, i bloated the belly with dried grains and nuts and fruits and rice milk and then almost fell asleep, but woke myself long enough to finish the babbling (as if it is ever finished) and come here to let you know i still live and breath and made it through a ten hour day without blowing up or melting or anything... the cold is still in my sinuses and the head does not feel great, but it doesn't hurt near as much as it did last night...

work was the usual mixture of smiles and lack of support as the disfunctional family continues to consistently shoot itself in the foot and i mention it to the ceo, but he seems to enjoy the disfunction (or simply doesn't see how disconnected his directors are and how his decisions keep them that way)... for instance, they've decided to "go green" by having paperless meetings, so the reports and minutes presented at meetings are supposed to be on the server... but the folders are locked out to anyone who is not an official member of the committee, so there's a breakdown in communication between directors who are on different committees because they cannot see what the other committee is doing... and when i mention that our smiling ceo says he'll think about it and when i press the point suggesting it would not look good if an auditor asked a director about something aand the director did not know the answer because he or she is not privy to that particular meeting... so he said he will see what he can do as if it is not his decision... and we all know it completely is his decision...

life in the corporate jungle is, well, life in the corporate jungle... and life at home is lonely, but i'm gonna stay home and let the body fight off the cold... and just as i said that, i realized i have a monday night softball league and the first game may have been tonight... with all the rainouts and postponements (and lack of contact or showing up for practices), i forgot all about the monday night team... this league seems like a waste of money... it's more expensive than other leagues, yet has lower grade fields and less reliable teams than either the sinday or the work league... alas, where is the enthusiasm in these kids today (and on that note, i'll wander off to the lonely land of never never, where nobody ever disappoints and everybody always comes through cuz, after all, it's all in my mind)...

hope life is good for you out there, wherever you are :)