yeah, the real

the real is i don't want to talk about it... that is code, after all, of course, but it is also not code... truth is always both, whether we know it or not, or both... even as gas prices drop under $3 a gallon again as it often does just before election day (read whatever you want into that), the life swirling around this blog is in a state of flux and being recorded nowhere, which is a unique kind of elsewhere that exists mostly in the mind, or in someone else's mind if they can read minds or simply care enough, or whatever cuz it's is only words, after all even as the world offers the wonderfully wondrous distractions of others, but that is not the point of this blog, after all...

when record cold makes a body sweat, the elements may be playing tricks on the mind, but the diverging evidence points to an avoidance of (e)thereal and whatever life may have been lived here in these words and while we are not quite yet prepared to move on, we certainly have a crossroads approaching, or perhaps it is all around us already...

whatever is happening, it is happening... someday we'll all understand...