abandoned september

yes, it certainly was not fair to september as i was building to a climax but the fun and frolic (and stress and responsibilities) of life distracted me from my appointed tasks and now i will likely attempt to fill in all the empty time and space (as in entries) even though it will not change the stats (as the time space continuum can only be manipulated so much, after all) as if any of this or that matters in the big picture, as if anybody really sees (or cares about) the big picture, after all, and all that, after all (there are so many after alls, after all), who sees the connection between the momentary decision to smoke a cigarette and the cancer that could come later in life or how about our daily drive to work and the starving children all over this planet or similarity between a virus and humanity, for that matter... and can anyone explain to me why so many religious leaders sexually abuse children or others in their so called flock?... who is in charge of all this nonsense we call life, anyway?...

meanwhile, september did not have as many page views as august even as it was on track to until i paused to go to dallas to play in a softball world series for the sunday morning league and that's not fair either...

yeah, gotta keep our priorities in order and all that...

narf (tongue protuding :)