a week blinked by

and perhaps i will make time to fill in the gaps in dates but for the moment, we are going through a relatively silent phase primarily because life is so full of stuff to do with work taking seventy or more hours a week and softball taking another six to eight hours and the basics (eating, bathing, and so on) taking at least a couple or few hours a day and sleep hopefully taking six to eight hours a day and what's that?... probably most if not all the hours in a day/week and the few hours i might have to relax i vege in front of the tv because i don't want to think about home life where i've left recent events rather in limbo, flux, or some sort of disassociative fugue because, well, there is no simple or immediate solution that satisfies me even a little so i avoid and if you know me, that sucks for me and leaves me relatively silent as words bring clarity and truth and the last thing i want right now is to have clarity and truth at home...

no worries, this entry will most likely be replaced before it is noticed as my pauses are usually light and fluffy cuz i like it that way...

wanna barf, but narf...