been away, but all distractions aside, sometimes life gets upside down... something changes so dramatically that a most basic fundamental aspect of life as we know it changes completely reversing the way it was... black becomes white (or vice versa)... it goes beyond simply altering time and space, like when relocating to an entirely new area or when a partner leaves and a relationship ends... it is a flick of a switch that changes something most dear, most trusted, most secure in a life... such an experience is where i am at this moment... i have been adjusting for the past thirty six hours, give or take a few... so much sadness, there is mostly numbness... and no one can know as no one is around who can be trusted, not even jackson... can we just go back in time...
some time some where before or after now i may explain in more detail...
been here before, let's just call it another betrayal of trust...
for now, i adjust...
narf . . .
Monday, October 6, 2014
upside down
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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