wide awake at 4am (ad infinitum)

yeah, it is one of the chapter titles of the story of this life as i've known it so far (and also a carpenter's song, but linking to lyrics and music i uploaded is no longer simple since att {who sucks, by the way} deleted about thirty megs of words and art and music i trusted to their personal web pages some ten years ago, but that's the start of another long rant and i've not been babbling, no less ranting {and the ranting pages were part of the loss at the cruel hands of att as well {did i mention att sucks?}, hence no linkage there either and so many thousands of links on thousands of blog pages are dead, killed, again, by the {all together now} att suckage... seems to have struck me suddenly, most likely cuz the babbler is awake too} and mostly i've just gotten out of the habit so the connective cohesion of linguistic aerobatics does not get the attention to detail it requires to remain fluid and still perfectly patterned after logical thought in spite of appearing as irrational nonsense caused by the human brain learned {and possible somewhat natural} reaction to the common {and uncommon} run on sentence muddled with parenthetic asides and insides too), but that's beside the point...

whatever that was...

momentarily i am once again saved by the music and recapping (e)thereal, which is what this blog is about (as opposed to the almost babbling that almost occured almost a few moments ago, almost), i enjoyed a fun night playing games with friends, though more fun when the games were played, that is.... it is challenging to play games that require concentration and attention and consistent pacing with people who exhibit add behaviors, but friends are friends and i make it fun by not taking anything seriously... someday my princess will come and save me from the humans, but until then, i'll make the best of life as it is (snarky, no doubt :)

and now, something else... enjoy yourself, whatever you're doing :)