last night i played basketball a few hours, then came home and watched tv, warehouse 13 i think, and then was ready for bed and actually might have gotten there, though i remember seeing the clock past midnight, so i'm not exactly altogether sure...
i may not be altogether, for that matter...
meanwhile, work is typical work, dysfunctional and seriously emotional (at times emotionally unstable to the point where people walk out of meetings to avoid crying or screaming {and i am talking about the directors}... we make the best of what we've got... it really is sad and for a while i was giving them the power to push my buttons too, but i am realizing (actually, remembering) that their limitations do not have to be mine and once again, i must step back and do what i do when i remember myself (it is so easy to forget when i wander alone too long for the hunger {instinct?} to fit in or at least connect in some way drives sanity and rational reason away and replaces it with human co-dependency that helps bring a feeling of belonging)... so all in all (and all), i still think it's getting better, but as always, i could be wrong, aye? :)
anyway, i'll be back...
Thursday, September 23, 2010
and again
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