cuz it matters

this keeping in touch thing, i mean... the committment i made to myself and my dream of the one, partnering and sharing everything completely openly and honestly, matters and stays in the real with my words here... no matter what, i want to return as often as possible to touch base, to record, to share the life even when we are not in the same space, even while we are not consciously aware of each other's presence in the physical the real spaces and time...

the one understands, and that is what matters most...

game night was much fun, though oddly brief as i showed up at 8:30 and it was over at 11 and then, instead of heading somewhere as a large group, jimi suggested we go to his house and we all did, or so i thought... turns out half the people decided to go out somewhere else and didn't mention it, at least not to me... they told jimi and he didn't offer the option of the alternative plan, so six people, including rasputin and precious who i invited to come out tonight (and precious was the only girl), sat around with a deck of cards (because the people who brought games went to wherever else they decided to go) and c'est la vie... odd turn of events and a bit disappointing cuz i went out for larger social experience cuz i had not seem a lot of the people who i didn't have time to talk to in the brief 2.5 hour game party in over a month, but it was good to sit and talk with and see few people anyway...

and now, sleep, cuz tomorrow brings a double header...

nite nite :)