patterns of life, sorta

we all have them, habits, patterns in our lives... and as i did two nights ago, i chose to eat in the middle of the night... tonight it was pizza... i don't remember what it was two nights ago... i actually turned out the lights and layed down right after snacking on some chicken salad that i bought for jackson's lunches... individually packaged chicken pecan and cranberry salad... also bought her individually packaged humus and guacamole, but i didn't eat those... it was to be a quick snack and then to bed, or the couch, at least... and there he was, happiness, the forever hungry dog, begging for food... i turned off all the lights and laid down on the couch and he started scratching and jingling his collar and sniffing for food and drinking water and panting and farting and sniffing and i apparently was not in the mood to ignore him (when a child is hurting, thanks harry) so i got up and took him for a walk... the place smells bad enough without him having another accident, yeah, that's why... and when we got back he went sniffing for food and i decided to cook pizza and fill his bowl... he laid down after sniffing his bowl and fell asleep... he just needed to know there was food for him... a half hour later, the pizza woke him but he knew better than to beg tonight after his accident earlier... he ate some of his food, came back, and laid down again... jackson wonders why he doesn't sleep in the bedroom room anymore even though she took both of his beds into the bedroom... he knows he can wake me out here i guess... or he knows who the lead dog is in this pack and wants to hang in the safety and security and comfort his instincts lead him to... it's an energy aura thing, of course... any shaman would know...

sigh, gonna be a long day at work tomorrow...

narf :}