another week ends... another month ends... the bills come and not a word about them... i just pay them and the tension continues... frustration continues... and the sadness grows as the savings diminishes... i may still have to get rid of the new car even though i'd take a heavy loss... but if i want a life and don't want to destroy all savings, the car payment really should go... as it is i cannot start my 401k or spend money day to day as the car payment adds to all the other bills and i knew the car was an unwise choice if she continued not paying bills consistently this year and that's what's happening... not much i can do... it's not like i have time for a second job... i never thought she would let it go this far... so sad... and so much silence... still the silence...
and all i do is feed this body more comfort food... more pasta... cheap and i always keep a stock in the house for emergency budget tightening times like these...
the real is not always happy...
Friday, May 30, 2014
still the silence
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