Tuesday, September 10, 2013

up all night

yes, cuz i was preoccupied and i didn't even keep track of the time going by and i almost don't remember anything i might have done (some writing in blogs, no doubt, moods and broods and froods and toods and snoods and who cares and the tv was on but i didn't notice the repeating sportcenters droning past in the background and after fifteen months i almost remembered what it's about... or something like that...

froods?... really?... lol, lam... narf :)

Posted by candoor

2 comments:

z0tl said...

i think this is the 3rd time you interview for a job since you've been betrayed and everybody knows that 3rd time's the charm, so i wish you much luck for thursday. don't worry too much about your phone interview with HR, that probably counts the least in the big scheme of things. the VP must've liked you to chat with you for two hours and a half. i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

September 10, 2013 at 8:30 AM
candoor said...

thank you much z :)

i have not actually wanted to go back to work and still feel torn about the idea as i love my leisure time so much, but with the drain on savings reaching a point where i would have to tap into funds i mostly deem "untouchable" before the end of the year, it is time to shift the mindset... i hope i shifted it enough this week :)

part of why i am torn is i know that covering all living expenses and helping jackson out a lot has drained the savings more than twice as fast as it would have been had i had a roommate sharing expenses, but that's my way and i like my way better than any other way i've tried... still, i must remember not to approach interviews with any sort of pouty or smirky or lazy desire to return to work cuz it does show through even if it's subconscious...

heading out for a haircut now and maybe i'll buy a new suit tomorrow if i motivate myself to want to actually go shopping and spend money on clothes i really don't like to wear much...

mixed signals show in the eyes, ya know? (and still i laugh at myself for knowing i show them even as that undermines my financial comfort... i really am a cave man at heart, or something like that lol lam :)

still, very seriously, thank you for the encouragement and positivity and caring - it means a lot to me...

take care of yourself my friend... and please know your sharing matters and means a lot to me... i miss z0tl and even more, i miss Mikee :)

September 10, 2013 at 4:27 PM

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