ok, so blah

and while part of that blah is my osmosis empathy drawing in the heartbreak and confusion and denial and drama around me, it has even more to do with my right knee... it hurts... i think playing catcher yesterday after pitching two games is what did it... too much kneeling and bouncing out of the catcher kneel... by butt and lower back muscles hurt too, last night, but they are fine this morning... the knee, however, is lingering... this makes the plan to do a lot of shopping today (at supermarkets and warehouse stores and possibly clothing stores) less likely, much less, unless the pain subsides... rest is the cure, not walking around a lot and shopping and carrying bags of groceries and trying on clothes... so i am likely going to rest today and that has me bummed cuz i wanted to get out and most of all, we need stuff... blah... blah blah blah...

jackson left for work and won't be back until late... the brighthouse service tech is due here and hopefully he will know enough about connectivity and the high speed modem and computers to actually do something and not just try to placate me with the same old reboot and it seems fine now crap... yeah, it seems fine for a few hours, even a day sometimes, and then, like a few minutes ago, the signal is dropped... it is not fine for streaming video or music... or having a live online chat with a brighthouse customer service rep - and hopefully i do not have to tell him that since seven different service reps experienced the intermittent connectivity just two days ago and it's in my service logs...

but because it's brighthouse, i prepare for the worse... like right now it won't let me save or upload this post... and i am still not able to connect to espn on the web... and my knee certainly won't help my mood or perspective, ya know... blah... blah blah blah...

and how's your day going? :}