it is an awkward situation, continuing to work at my maximum potential as much as possible with motivation dwindling and depression calling on my home line as the new systems i are building for someone else will not reward me beyond the last day i work here, whenever that might be... not knowing does not help...
meanwhile, there is not enough time with the people who need to use the reports i am building to know exactly what they need and what tweaks are needed to make it better for them... the gap between knowledge and power is larger than life at the top, but that's the way it is too... credentials get the foot in the door and then you depend on others who know what to do to make you look good... unfortunately i am the knower without the credentials so i am at the mercy of those who have the credentials and so it goes...
down day in my little corner of the working world, aye?... ah, life goes on :}
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
the day slows quickly
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- football and a hard lemonade
- softball playoffs
- egomaniac or lonely boy?
- adjustments online
- summing up a bit
- free your mind
- three track mind
- sleeping in
- late dinner, later life
- hugs are good
- funky ffff..
- thud
- numbers a crunchin
- the am
- and another sunrise
- the lonely hour
- no idea
- loving you for being here
- arm, neck, ear, head, heart
- and so the evening goes
- cute but infected
- the day drags on
- the day slows quickly
- i wanna know
- what was that?
- not so wide awake anymore
- when i am sleeping
- not fair
- home for happiness
- good afternoon on tour
- well ok, then
- good morning, yeah yeah yeah
- wide awake at, not
- body aches
- busy friends at home
- the day flew by
- usual monday
- back to work
- didn't quite work
- food, fun, friends, yay
- didn't plan on staying so late
- softball is done, now we are fans
- you don't have to be an einstein to love bagels
- day three, day two
- the venting
- not on facebook
- did i mention discombobulations?
- dumb expectations
- time to get ready
- because i love communicating
- reading as fast as i update
- veggies and sleep
- luxury is nice
- traffic and foolish drivers
- on the road
- and the weekend begins
- short work day ahead
- nothing's perfect
- yo, canada
- rough day
- tv, food, nap, and walks with happiness
- naps and dog
- you could do so much
- licked awake
- couch sleep tonight
- rest is good
- what happened was
- survey done, home now
- might be over soon
- back to work
- push the day
- you're your mom!
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- what why?
- another long day
- sometimes awkward
- the good work feeling
- mourning morning
- monday night happiness
- home is good
- long first day
- first day survey blues
- not just start off
- gonna be a fun week
- get up, get out
- point?
- you?
- sleep over food
- yeah, softball
- shopping, home, football
- fun at the fields
- wake for softball
- what sleep?
- apartment searching
- college football night
- food shopping
- dinner treat
- perspective burps
- ummm, sleeping?
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dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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