of course i am still asleep in some universe at some other time and place in the space time continuum but because i love communicating so much, especially in language (especially when non-verbal communication is rather distant and silent and too far away to see or feel, ya know?)... so rather than simply skip to morning, i share this bit of writing i shall write some time later to a friend and lover and family i have not seen in many years who fades in and out of contact year after year during a silent time... cuz i am made to encourage responses :)
so what's up?
you just take me for granted more than ever?... you are over the human guilt trip syndrome?... you don't have thirty seconds (ok, maybe ninety seconds) to type a word of life here (or less than thirty seconds to text a few letters to [phone number can be found on this blog, on facebook, and many other places on the web], huh huh huh, aye)?... sheeesh, you know how unfair this is and how foolish you feel every time, yet you loop through this weakness or apathy or whatever it is that keeps you from keeping in touch once again and just don't care enough about yourself to not do it to yourself... or maybe it is all just a game and i really don't matter beyond the superifical ego strokes and hope for more reassurance and help in life... or maybe you could care less that i am stressing over the fact that fringe and heroes finally are back and they've been put up against ncis?...
yeah, tuesdays are like that :P
so if you are not laughing a little, then you really are not doing yourself any good remaining silent and should vent whatever is plugged up your, ummmm, writing gland... unclog the sharing pipes... stop ignoring the caring instinct... kit!...
obviously i will write this on a tuesday...
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