wtfun

there is, actually, one body amidst the bodies i hang out with that attracts me almost to fantasize and another that is close, but something in the way they move their face, a little too controlled, a little too suspicious, a little to, what's the word, jaded (or is it really just uninterested?... could be, though we do share fun and talk about life and each others lives)... the sweetest almost libbo shaped body has a engagement ring on and is devoted to a long term long distance relationship and the other has had several relationships in the time i've known her and i am less attracted because of that for reasons deeper than the (e)thereal...

there, you've learned something (or nothing) about me once again... the real reason i do not pursue a relationship with anyone is the shape this body is in and the real reason i let the body bloat up and lose stamina and be undesireable (for me and that's what matters cuz i won't share me when i am bloated cuz it doesn't turn me on to share me when i'm bloated, ya falla?) is reasons deeper than the (e)thereal too...

(e)thereal 2?... wait, this blog just passed 1800 entries and i am not actually concidering another so what's that all about?... why, distraction, of course... how long have you been here? (lol lam laa... narf)...

someday my princess will come and she'll understand it all and then, wtfun :)