choices are life

or life is choices... or both, more likely than not... and tonight the choices are head out to universal studios for a free concert or stay home and rest... the rest is winning big time... but the concert, it is yes, the band that has been around for more than forty years and even though just one member is of the original group, the music is classic memory that i would love to experience live and yet, rest is so rare and sweet and the bottom line may be i don't feel like driving all the way down there by myself and even though there are some friends going it's still a 40 minute drive by myself and that is not rest... and i'll feel lonely too and i don't feel like feeling lonely... avoiding feeling lonely keeps me alone, ironic... is it?...

softball practice was good, i jogged around the bases without pain, just a little stiffness, and i pitched and hit fine... i'll use a pinch runner tomorroe to be sure of not aggrevating the hamstring and to give the team a better chance cuz i won't do more than jog if i'm base, but hopefully by next weekend i'll be almost completely healed and ready to test running again... i hit at the batting cages before practice and that was good too...

after practice i stopped at my favorite place for middle eastern food in town not just cuz the food is huge portions, well priced, and delicious, but the owner is one of the the friendliest food entrepeneurs i've ever met... and then i stopped at whole foods and picked up some very expensive red yeast rice which is hopefully the red yeast abstract the doctor recommended... i almost bought brewer's years, but found the price too high at whole foods so i'll check other sources... i used to eat some brewers years and bee pollen every day when i was in a younger body and that may be one of the many reasons i am still playing ball with twenty year olds... of course the whole foods chocolate mousse may have not been the best thing for the body, but... yummy gyro, falafel, and spinach pie... and chocolate... i still need to pick up showelaces for tomorrow as my cleats need them... so i ate delicious food and now, rest is the sweetest dessert of all :)