yeah, the realest time of the day is still 4am for me... as if i needed to push this body and mind even more to convince myself that time off is needed, i find myself set up for less than three hours sleep tonight as i am still awake, not quite wide awake at 4am, but still awake... rambling in real time and behind the candoor (and even, almost {but only almost}, remembered candora), loving every minute of it, laughing myself silly and shaking off all the blues or dark spots and living the fun of life, sleepless specialness living in the moment while everything slips away except the deepest pleasure of being alive...
life is beautiful... love it :)
Friday, April 10, 2009
still 4am
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- good game
- wasn't i supposed to be asleep?
- always a surprise
- morning already?
- no sleep to softball
- pretty much a popularity contest
- when sick, play games
- back from the doc
- makes no sense
- but not sleep?
- another day off
- dumb etrade
- about the idols
- forget the title
- deeply sleeping
- still no sleep
- what madness
- stocking up
- patterns
- sooo tired
- when will it end?
- almost asleep
- almost good tired
- between fields
- no sleep. i must be half crazy
- slumbering tumbleweeds
- sleep, burp, sleep
- addictive, naturally
- and another week ends
- into the zone
- all by myself
- lose wome, win some, lonesome
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- omigosh, if i had any energy left, i'd be so excited
- he's baaaaaack
- heading home
- time passes slowly, so?
- maybe not tonight
- the bad news is
- it was right now
- waking to the news
- ok, so i was still awake
- getting better all the time
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- ought to be profound
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- betrayed by tv
- home early again
- fun night, mostly
- stop n go
- as if i was here
- sleeping, shhhhh
- it's not my job
- work eat sleep work
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- staying at work tonight
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- gotta go again
- gotta go
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- should be sleeping
- yum
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- happy birthday jackson
- vegetables do it
- solitary fun and games
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- yeah, sleepish
- almost sleep
- the strange workplace
- hi ho
- still 4am
- decisions, decisions
- wow, is this a wake up call?
- sleep, almost
- waking tired
- special
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- weekend
- daytime
- who cares now?
- work work work
- doesn't matter what you say
- and that is the way is it?
- home is a blur
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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