daytime

i spend so much of my daytime at work, i forget what the sun looks like these days (if it wasn't for sunday softball, i'd be sun-deprived, but at least i am in the sun eight or more hours on sunday)... there was a phone text sound last night so it wasn't a dream, it was precious looking for some help with some drunk friends... ah, drunk college co-eds, good thing i didnt head over in a dead asleep stupor or who knows what might have happened (nyuk)...

i might have even found inspiration to actually take the sensuality and fitness of body more seriously again, huh?... yeah, well, anyway... the scale said 201 last night, not that is speaks... so maybe i should have said the scale read 201 last night, but then, it doesn't read either... so i read 201 on the scale last night, yeah, that's it... after dinner and a gallon of water i saw 205, which is not bad considering a gallon of water is 8 pounds... so more than half the water weight went into the toilet before i got back on the scale... there is one person in this world asking me about the scale numbers these days and she was the person who semi-inspired me to reach under 200 by may first, so certainly that is within reach and maybe i'll find myself motivated to under 190 by then... not a priority, but an interesting experiment distracting me from the piles of work and the daily loneliness...

wow, i thought i uploaded this... i got up to continue cleaning and got lost in the rubble... it's almost not even daytime anymore, but that's ok, cuz the sun still shines and an hour or two from now there's be a beautiful sunset that just might get me out for a bit... though i still haven't found the gym key card... must have stuck it somewhere safe so i wouldn't misplace it...

oh, just make life as fun as you can - see ya :)