you're missing it

the softball tournament and all the fun of this life in thereal, that is... where are you and where have you been?... not stopping by for give minutes a day to see i am alive and well and happily brief in my summary of the day like a normal diary, unless you are hiding out there waiting for the right moment, like for me to complain that you are so silent i don't even know if you are there or if you care or what?...

of course i am not here either and this entry is automatically uploaded while i am out freezing having much fun at the softball tournament... the first game tournament is about to begin so i'lll check in later tonight... i hope we are winning... and i know you are routing us on, if you knew and were here, so thanks for the love :)

i'll update with real time thereal tonight when i get home (as i fall asleep... unless we are done and eliminated and have mo games tomorrow, in which case i'll probably attempt to stay awake and write, but might nod off anyway)... i hope you are having too much fun to even pause a moment to send up a daily smoke signal... you are loved, you are missed, and i don't even feel dissed (i am incorrigible, though, still, after all these years)...