morning has stumbled into existence

and here we are again, so ok, i did not get up at the 3am alarm, but rather pushed the snooze every nine minutes until finally turning it off, but then, i did get up at the 4am alarm, so here we are again, again... the dishes are first, then the car, then the reservations, then me, then clothes (finding, buying, packing), then toiletries (though i may simply pack nothing and buy everything there as i sometimes do)... alas, perhaps i'll never be rich again, but i'll certainly have a lot of little bottles... narf...

the nose has been itching for it's semi-annual bleed for the past few days as the temperature drop and slight sniffles and lack of sleep and excess weight and sorted other factors combine to do that now and then (in spite of several cauterizations as a young child, my nose just seems to want to bleed at least once a year) and sure enough, it's a mini-gusher this morning (as if i had time for the nurturing self-care... no, but i did find time somewhere in the sleepiness of the past night to scribble some words scratched from the deeper loneliness into my "adult" blog, which may or may not interest or offend {or shock or awe, even}, but amuses me just cuz it's behind one of those age-query agreement buttons)...

enough words (but there's always hope you do check in daily and want to know what's going on in thereal, so i continue recording the current as it becomes history in this life as i am knowing it and even if posterity is my only intimate for the rest of this life, well, at least i made the valiant effort to dream the impossible dream (which, in spite of the glowing and nurturing of others i enjoy so dearly, is really the primary reason i still exist, really)... or something like that...

make today precious in your world and share it well :)