win some lose some lone some blues some

well, it's better than die some (he's so clever, he kills me, i mean, he just slays me... guffaw, guffaw, oh, hello, i didn't see you there... welcome to thereal... you might be the first guest as most everybody i know has yet to discover this moment-to-moment daily blog i've been keeping for, oh, months now (toss of the hair)... i really am feeling fashionable tonight, really i am...

so anyway, frustrated with the circumcisions circumstances of the previous entry and the fact that the gym was jammed up, i cooked meat and pasta and cheese and rice and onions and mushrooms and nuts and all sorts of condiments and spices and then, i ate… twice what i ought to have eaten, in fact, and then… i went for a walk… impulse madness was ready to do it, if best buy was open i was gonna buy a laptop and a printer (yes, i can be that impulsive, but if you didn’t know that, well, you are not paying attention or you are very new in my written gardens)… best buy was closed, so i walked over to kinko's and printed the letter and dropped it in the drop box, defying the sign that said don’t, and then… i walked into the gym…

feel the tension, hear the clint eastwood music… anyway, even after a big meat dinner and after eleven hours at work and a walk and disappointment and frustration and all that, i did 42 minutes on the elliptical… and where for art thou appreciative partner?... alas, thoust hast forsoothed slayered and missed the boat… yes, so anyway, i’m guzzling water right now to try to persuade the kidneys from stoning me they often do after pushing the body immediately after a meat meal… i’ve been feeling them buzzing around in there ever since i started on the elliptical again… especially the right one… oh, the right one.. when will the right one come along, looking for the right one… la la la…

it is time to go now… though i am a bit too wired to sleep, i shall go write some more somewhere else… you are welcome to join me there, of course, if you ever get here (poke poke :)