something in the air

and then there was the evening and i'm sitting here typing with one hand cuz the other is on ice cuz i just touched something hot from the oven and two fingers may be burned which will hurt more if i do not ice them so i am icing them and babbling with one hand is a challenge but without a tv to vege into or distract me from the fingers or ribs or lonelies, this babbling is all i've got and in spite of the happiness that comes with being me and the joy that comes from being alive and the excitement that comes from living in the moment with the awareness the anything is possible and could happen at any moment {even a knock on the door or anything), the lonelies still come to visit like an old friend cuz i still want to share caring so much... ya see? :)

i'm just in such a superdy duperdy dandy mood these days, nothing seems to wanna get me to the mostly dead blues like sometimes can happen, not even the lonelies... not even silence at the most inopportune times... not even losing a softball game or finding myself handing out more money when i just told myself to draw the line... not even the emo sappiness inspired by my emotional sunday softball team that poured out in real time or the roller coaster of rhymes that are sprinkled all over the place in the blogs and i'm not even linking them all for attention like i usually do... not even the hurt that comes when friends and family hurt and are down and there's a lot of that around me these days... not even the belly and bloat and painful breathing and inability to cough or sneeze or do many things this week... not no way, not no how... just something strange in the air (inside of me)...

i hope you find your magical mystery glee inside too :)