double header and reality check

definitely a good idea, to not stay out late yesterday, to rest instead... definitely not a good idea, to eat "fair" food and snacks and a lot of it... but as the sensuality in me is not gonna be turned off and i've only got a few ways to stimulate and satisfy the body hunger for sensual experiences (and so much of it starts at the mouth), the battle of the bulge shall continue i suppose... i feel more rested, which is a rare feeling these days with my schedule...

reality check... as much as i write on the web and call it real time and thereal, i must more vigilantly remember that the real is here and now in the flesh, keep my priorities straight, and take care of me each day/moment cuz the real is nobody else is here to do anything of the sort... (e)thereal is fun, but still all in the mind and far from the life lived... imagining someone might share the daily record of life in words like this is fun, but even if someone did, it is still just words on a screen and more importantly, just a few moments of a twenty-four hour day, and that should be more obvious than it is... realizing and acknowledging this does diminish the writings and communication in words, but it puts it in it's place and increases the importance and meaning of the other twenty-three plus hours of life, as it should be... i hope all your other moments go well too :)

laundry is in progress so the uniform will be clean and it is time to shower and head out to pitch the double header... enjoy your day and life and family and friends and stuff and words and music and anything else that matters to you and even that which doesn't... cuz you can :)